Easter (You Write What You Know)

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On Easter Morning, I wrote a note to myself.


my features are very cold
circulation is minimal
it’s beyond getting it wrong
what you are is truly disgusting
you hold yourself
to such a high ideal
but you're no different!
you try to give people a good name,
but you can't even trust your own.
what good are you?
you're good at ruining people,
breaking them down
with your self-centered
righteous behavior.
disgusting is the perfect word for you,
you and your dishonest bullshit.
your fear doesn't make it okay,
it makes you a coward
it can't make you guiltless.
live with that guilt, embrace that guilt!
it's all you are good for- all you are meant to have.
no solace, no forgiveness.
live with this guilt,
live with this fear of human interaction.
it's all your worthy of,
i finally and completely hate myself.
i have earned that hate with all i have done
all i have done to everyone around
i truly hate myself,
and i deserve only this hate.
this hate, this hate.
this hate, this hate.
this hate, this hate.


from LANGUAGE, released June 23, 2013



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